Ep.069: Psalm 26: Vindicate me, Lord.

Hello, I’m Daniel Westfall on the channel “Pray with Me”.

Psalm 26 starts, “Vindicate me, O Lord.” The word “vindicate” is a complex word with a simple meaning. Here’s a story to help us find the meaning. 

Writer Ruben Navarette, Jr., a Hispanic American, attended Harvard law school. After graduating, he decided he’d rather be a struggling writer than a successful lawyer, so he abandoned law to become a freelance writer. His father was angry and disappointed watching him struggle as a writer when he could have been rich and successful. Navarette says two events vindicated his decision. First, after nine years of struggling poverty, he got a good job at the Arizona Republic. That affirmed him as a writer. And on a trip home, his doubting father introduced him by saying, “That’s my boy. He’s a writer.” 

How sweet to be vindicated: to have a difficult decision finally work out well, to see our struggle as more than a string of meaningless sufferings. How sweet to lose the shame we felt when it looked like life was going off the rails, to have our good work and good reputation recognized and appreciated. 

That’s the heart of the poet’s cry in Psalm 26. “Vindicate me, O Lord” (v. 1). For most of the psalm, he supplies God (and us) with the reasons he deserves to be vindicated:
    – His life has been blameless (v. 1)
    – He has trusted God and not faltered (v. 1)
    – He doesn’t associate with deceivers, hypocrites, or the wicked (vv. 4-5)
    – He loves going to God’s house (v. 8)

Interesting, isn’t it, that the poet does not believe his life will vindicate itself. He requires vindication from God. It’s not just the happy outcome he wants. He wants relationship with God, he wants God’s approval. It is important to him that God see and accept him. 

Let’s pray.

Our father, we try to live right. We read our Bible and pray. We go to church and give money to good causes.We are honest in our dealings. We drive the speed limit or only a bit over, we do our civic duty, we vote and pay our taxes. We reduce our use of plastic, we recycle paper and other stuff. If we haven’t been friendly to our neighbours, at least we have been civil to them, which we hope meets the minimum standard for “Love your neighbour as yourself.” 

Our father, despite all this, we do not feel vindicated. Our lives do not burn with love. Our hearts resist the deep purifying work of your spirit. You offer us a large life, but we are content with smallness. 

Father, we need you to vindicate us. If we try harder to be good, it is never good enough. If we take on more work for you, we only resent it. We are not spiritually strong enough to seek you in fasting and prayer as we ought.  

Vindicate us, Lord. We have been faithful where we can. But only when you come to us in love, only when you forgive our sins, only when you overlook our smallness and show us mercy will we hear you say, “Well done.” That is the only outcome we care about in our troubled lives. Accept our hearts and our service.Receive our small offerings. “Vindicate us, O Lord, for we trust in you.”

Amen

I’m Daniel on the channel “Pray with Me”.

Footnotes:   
Ruben Navarrette Jr. A Darker Shade of Crimson: Odyssey of a Harvard Chicano (New York: Bantam Books, 1994).  
Ruben Navarrette Jr. Vindication, chapter in Canfield, Jack; Hansen, Mark Victor; Gardner, Bud Chicken Soup for the Writer’s Soul (California: Health Communications, Inc., 2000).                                   

Ep.068: Jonah Scolds God.

Hello, I’m Daniel Westfall on the channel “Pray With Me”. 

Today, a quick look at Jonah.  

Here’s the story: God told Jonah to go to Nineveh, the capital of the Assyrian Empire. His assignment was to warn the citizens that if they didn’t repent, God would destroy the city in 40 days. That’s like God sending you or me to the capital city of today’s evil empires — Washington D.C. or Beijing — to threaten destruction and preach repentance. Jonah wasn’t impressed. He liked the idea of God destroying Ninevah. So instead of going to Nineveh, Jonah took a Mediterranean cruise in the opposite direction, to a city where he could wait comfortably for news that God had carried out his 9/11 on  Nineveh.

But God wasn’t so easily deterred. Jonah’s cruise encountered a fierce storm, and Jonah told the sailors he caused this by disobeying God. “Throw me overboard!” he told the crew. They did. The storm stopped, the ship was saved, and God provided Jonah a prayer room in the middle of the ocean — in the belly of a whale. Jonah took the hint and did some serious praying. Soon the whale got indigestion and vomited him up on the land. God said to Jonah, “Did I mention Nineveh?” and Jonah replied, “OK, maybe I’ll go.”  So he preached to Nineveh until the king and the people of that evil empire sought God and changed their ways. God decided not to destroy the city after all. 

Jonah found this outcome intensely annoying. He pouted and went to the desert and said, “God, this is exactly what I warned you about. I was only trying to protect you from yourself. You bill yourself as loving and compassionate, but you had already given Nineveh all the love and compassion they needed. It was time to destroy them. But I preach a bit, and they repent a bit and you go all soft and decide not to punish them? How is that helpful? You were well on the way to implementing regime change in Assyria, but now we’re back at the unhappy status quo.”

God responded by providing another prayer room for Jonah. A leafy plant grew up over Jonah’s shelter in the desert, and he was comforted by the shade. But the next day, the plant died and Jonah was angry. God said to him, “Is it right for you to be angry about the plant?” Jonah replied, “Yes, it is. I’m so angry, I wish I were dead!” 

God said to him, “You have compassion on the plant that gave you shade? I have compassion on all the people I have made, even the ones in the evil empire.” 

Some lessons from Jonah:

1.    First, sometimes God is not a fan of violent regime change to solve the problem of evil. I wish someone would preach that message in Washington and Beijing.

2.    Second, God is a fan of all the people he has made. He prefers mercy to punishment, but he thinks the merciful approach works best when people seek him and turn away from evil. 

3.    Third, a Mediterranean cruise might not be the answer to your current set of spiritual problems. You might just bring yourself and your troubles along on the cruise, and then where would you be?

4.    And finally, God kept providing prayer rooms for Jonah, even when he was disobedient and angry. Why don’t you tell God you need a prayer room, or maybe use the one you have? 

Let’s pray.

Our father, you love all the people you created. Send your prophets to Ottawa and Washington and Beijing and Mogadishu and Moscow. May the evil empires find their way to repentance and new life, instead of violence and perversion and destruction.

Amen. 

I’m Daniel on the channel “Pray with Me”. 

Ep.067: Psalm 25: Praying our ABC’s.

Hello, I’m Daniel Westfall on the channel “Pray with Me”.

Psalm 25 is the first of seven acrostic psalms, in which each verse starts with the next letter of the Hebrew alphabet. This is a constrained way to write poetry, so why would someone choose this form?  

The simplest reason is that the acrostic is a memory aid. For example, if I quote an acrostic poem in English, I can easily recite the A B C stanzas, and then confidently inform you that there are 23 more stanzas which I have forgotten. What a great aid to memory! We know how many verses there are and what letter each verse begins with. The acrostic form also presents an interesting challenge to the poet — it allows him to demonstrate his skill and vocabulary in a simple but difficult form — a bit like the sonnet in Shakespeare’s time. And finally, an acrostic psalm communicates that God is interested in all of life from A to Z.

Psalm 25 shows God in two roles that have been mentioned but not highlighted in previous psalms . 

1.    First, God is the one who forgives sin. Verse 7 says, “Do not remember the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways” and verse 11, “For the sake of your name, Lord, forgive my iniquity for it is great.” The poet is realistic about human stubbornness and failure. But he trusts God to offer forgiveness, instead of administering punishment, justice, and consequences. But sometimes of course, our sins receive both consequences and forgiveness. 

2.    Second, the psalm shows God as teacher.
    Verse 4: Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths.
    Verse 8: Good and upright is the Lord; therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
    Verse 12: Who then fears the Lord? He will instruct them in the ways they should choose. 

The tone of Psalm 25 is almost mellow. We see the poet as less desperate than in some earlier psalms, more somber or perhaps even melancholy.  He says,
        Turn to me and be gracious to me
            For I am lonely and afflicted.
        Relieve the troubles of my heart
          And free me from my anguish (vv. 16 – 17). 

Let’s pray. 

Our father, the poet describes the precipice of shame on which we live. We are ashamed of our broken relationships, of our failures in serving you, of our slackness in seeking and loving you. We work for success and joy, but often fail. With the poet we pray, “We trust in you, do not let us be put to shame.” Form our lives and characters so they display your glory, God, instead of the shame of our inadequacy. May people see in us the radiance of your presence, not shadows of our fear and guilt. “May those who are treacherous without cause be put to shame” (v. 3). May those who trust in idols be ashamed they serve delusions. “Do not let us be put to shame, guard our lives and rescue us” (v. 20). 

Our father, like the poet, we have unhappy memories of the sins of our youth. We pray, “Do not remember the sins of our youth and our rebellious ways. According to your love remember us, for you are good” (v. 7).

Our father, we need a teacher who instructs sinners in what is right, who teaches us to make good choices, who warns us when we are wrong and encourages us when we are right. With the poet we pray, “Show us your ways, O Lord, teach us your paths” (v. 4). Train us in the way of righteousness, lead us on the path of truth. We don’t need another course in behaviour management. Give us a change of heart, a new worldview, transparent motives, and stronger desire for you. Inform our choices, discipline our actions. Help us learn a way of being and a way of life that honors you as creator and respects us and our neighbours as creatures in your image.

Amen

I’m Daniel on the channel “Pray with Me”.

Footnote:  See http://www.scielo.org.za/pdf/ote/v21n2/17.pdf for a discussion of acrostic psalms. 

Ep.066: Book Review: Foster, “Prayer: Finding the Heart’s True Home”.

Richard Foster: Prayer: Finding the Heart’s True Home (New York: HarperCollins, 1992) 

Hello, I’m Daniel Westfall on the channel “Pray With Me”.

Book Review day has come round again!  Today we look at Prayer: Finding the Heart’s True Home by Richard Foster, a Quaker theologian and author of the book Celebration of Discipline.  

A friend introduced me to Foster’s book on prayer when I was in my mid-fifties. He knew I was interested in prayer, so he suggested I try each of the 21 types of prayer the book describes.

I ordered the cheapest copy of the book I could find and when it arrived, my teenage son and daughter saw I had received the large print edition. Oops! I assured them it was a mistake, that I really wasn’t that old, and that I really did not need the large print. However, they made so many jokes about my eyesight and age that  I considered throwing the book at them, or throwing it away.

Instead, I read it and liked it. Following my friend’s suggestion, I spent 21 weeks praying by the book, using a different type of prayer each week. That was a good experience. It broadened my thinking about what prayer is and what it can be, and it gave me new tools for praying about myself and others. 

So what are the 21 kinds of prayer? Here are some chapter titles: Simple Prayer, Prayer of the Forsaken, The Prayer of Rest, Praying the Ordinary, Radical Prayer. At the end of each chapter, the author provides a sample prayer in that genre. 

For example, the chapter on Healing Prayer has wonderful examples of people who were healed by prayer and medicine, or by prayer alone. Foster’s end-of-chapter prayer says: “My Lord and my God, I have a thousand arguments against Healing Prayer. You are the one argument for it . . . . You win. Help me to be a conduit through which your healing love can flow to others.  For Jesus’ sake.” 

Foster talks about spiritual warfare in the  chapter Authoritative Prayer and presents a helpful concluding prayer. “In the strong name of Jesus Christ I stand against the world, the flesh, and the devil. I resist every force that would seek to distract me from my center in God. I reject the distorted concepts and ideas that make sin plausible and desirable. I oppose every attempt to keep me from knowing full fellowship with God.”

I like that phrase, “I reject the distorted ideas that make sin plausible and desirable.” That’s what I’ve been trying to pray, but I haven’t had the words for it. 

That’s today’s book Prayer: Finding the Heart’s True Home by Richard Foster. It’s worth owning, but only if you use it. And if your eyes are a bit weak, I might even trade my large-print edition for a copy in regular size print. 

Let’s pray, using the benediction which concludes Foster’s book.
May you now, by the power of the Holy Spirit, receive the spirit of prayer. May it become, in the name of Jesus Christ, the most precious occupation of your life. And may the God of all peace strengthen you, bless you, and give you joy.  

Amen. 

I’m Daniel on the channel “Pray with Me”.

Ep.065: Psalm 24: It’s all about God.

Hello, I’m Daniel Westfall on the channel “Pray with Me”.

Before I get to Psalm 24 today, we start with a brief review of Psalms 22 and 23.

In Psalm 22, the personal pronouns “me” and “my” occur three times in the opening sentence, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” The psalm continues like that with 42 personal pronouns in the first 21 verses,  an average of two per verse. That’s a lot of talk about “me” and “my troubles”. Perhaps the poet’s perspective is, “It’s all about me.” To be fair, in the same 21 verses, he addresses God 17 times. That’s the flavor of Psalm 22: the big me addressing a God who does not seem to care. No wonder it’s classified as a Complaint Psalm.

What about Psalm 23, “The Lord is my shepherd?” In six short verses, there are 17 personal pronouns. That’s almost three per verse, even more than Psalm 22. But Psalm 23 has a different atmosphere. The poet communicates a quiet, peaceful, reflective, secure relationship with God. “The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing, he makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters.” In this psalm, the poet isn’t focusing on his troubles, he’s focusing confidently on his personal relationship with God. He uses names or pronouns for God 13 times. This Psalm is not all about me. It’s all about me and God.

So, what about Psalm 24: “The earth is the Lord’s and everything in it.” Guess how many times the poet mentions “me” in this psalm?  Not once. Not a single mention of “me” or of the poet’s personal experience. Clearly, this psalm is not “all about me” and it’s not “all about me and God.” This time, it’s all about God.

These three psalms are a wonderful triad. They guide us through God’s excruciating absence and through his wonderful presence as shepherd, all the way to joyful worship where we are “lost in wonder, love, and praise” (Charles Wesley, hymn, Love Divine All Loves Excelling). What a great lesson. I wish I only had to learn it once. But life goes through many cycles of desperation, shepherding, and praise. Each experience is a lesson rich with new gifts from God.

Let’s pray.

Our father, thank you for this wonderful triad of psalms. You are our God when you are absent, you are our shepherd when you are present, and you are our king of glory when we forget ourselves and see only you.

“The earth is yours and everything in it, the world and those who live there” (v. 1). We worship you as owner and landlord. We are tenants on land. You own the people–good and evil, the politicians–righteous and corrupt, the entertainers–honest and deceitful, the churchgoers–faithful and hypocritical. The earth is yours, and those who live in it.

With the poet we ask, “Who can ascend your hill and stand in your holy place?” (v. 2). And we hear his  answer, “Those who have clean hands and a pure heart, those who do not worship idols, those who seek your face” (vv. 4-6). Lord, as we live on your land and journey through your world, we often ignore your presence and avoid your temple. Teach us to seek you, to wash our hands, to cleanse our hearts. Teach us to reject the false gods that tempt us. May we climb your hill and worship in your temple.  

“Lift your heads, you mighty gates, be lifted, you ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in. Who is the king of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, he is the king of glory” (vv. 7-10). Lord, lift the gates of our befuddled reason, lift the gates of our unreliable theology, lift the gates of our narrow experience, lift the gates of our human history. Enter, O King of glory, enter.

Amen

I’m Daniel on the channel “Pray with Me”.